2am thoughts are supposed to be kept at 2am

i admit,i was wrong. 

making you worry worried me even more. i probably prayed more than i have ever last night than I ever did this month.

i once lost your trust already and i suffered a lot. it felt like i was tip toeing everywhere i went.

Lying to you kills me inside,yes it does. But i hate the feeling of being caged all the time. 


I don’t like this feeling 

Wouldn’t it be funny if in the way that you’re pushing me to him and i’m pushing you to her, it’s us who’s supposed to be together?

But that isn’t reality. Continue reading “I don’t like this feeling “